Happy Mother's Day Mamma... U mean the world to me

I'm alive because your heart beats...friend,philosopher,guide...my soulmate...
For the first time i'm away from you on this day... n i'm feeling a plethora of emotions...
I look back... The four year old Tania...holding your hand on the first day at G.D.B. Shy..scared... and thin... remembering it all... u waking us up, dressing us up for school,combing our hair,n then taking us to the bus stop...Nidhi and i..must have been so hectic for you... Coming back from school and telling you everything that happened...n you listening to every bit of it so patiently and with so much interest!!! how could you mamma? seriously.. singing the whole day like a juke box...non stop for hours...n you listening patiently to that too! :)
You have made me the person i am Maa...n i'm proud of the values you have instilled in me...the way you have brought me up...going against every one to give me the space i desired...i needed..trusting me and hence making me more responsible... Standing by me,holding my hand,filling me up with renewed life and vigour...every time i falter... making life so beautiful with your mere presence...and that tinkling laugh that makes me feel so liberated...that mixed smell that lets me know you are closeby...how i miss sleeping in your lap...
I regret every moment that i made you cry..fought with you..n this Mother's day I promise you maa that i will never make you cry again...you will be the proud mother of a proud daughter... :)
You know I am a Narcissist!!! :P
I look ahead and i can see my brother Anurag making you live all those moments again...and how i'm missing out on watching him grow...But i know that you miss me soooooooooo much...after all your first born...your first companion... Tania...worthy of praise...
Thanks a ton maa for being the dawn of my life...
Wishing you tons n tons of happiness...
With love... Tanu